In my year an a half here at Seven Seeds Permaculture Farm, I’ve learned that the medicines of fire and the water are real. I knew they were real before. But, now they are real in the visceral, embodied sense that I have daily relationships with them. I tend my hearth daily… I chop the wood that makes the fire. I am a part of the dance of that fire. I know the deva of that hearth intimately. It is my warmth, my comfort. It takes all my prayers.
“Imagine then a dancer who… has attained such a degree of understanding that his body is simply the luminous manifestation of his soul; whose body dances in accordance with a music heard inwardly, in an expression of something out of another, profounder world. This is the truly creative dancer; natural but not imitative, speaking in movement out of himself and out of something greater than all selves.”
Isadora Duncan – The Philosopher’s Stone of Dancing, 1920
Creation Dances. The universe dances. When existence was born out of the great, undifferentiated field of the One, the dance was born. Since the beginning of time and the beginning of existence, being has been dancing with essence. Our souls are dancing the space where our spirit and our bodies meet.
The dance is the great unifier. Dance invites us into union with the masculine and feminine, seen and unseen, being and doing, spiritual and physical aspects of ourselves. Gently, fiercely moving us in the tides of our own bodies and emotions, it brings us right to the center of soul. To dance is to celebrate being human – being a spirit in the body living on this miraculous planet called Gaia.
Dancing Freedom is my spiritual practice. It is not a religion. It has no dogmas, no boundaries. It welcomes all bodies, all gestures, all gods. It invites diversity, and through embrace of the wild multiplicity of expression, teaches the truths of Unity. Dancing is spiritual because it is a way of joy. Joy means saying a divine yes to life – to the movement that IS life – all of IT – and, to our divine creatorship. When we move and just keep moving, we become one with all parts of ourselves and with the great cosmic dance.
I believe the dance can set us free. Freedom means that we are at home in our bodies and in our spirits. It means that we have fluidity between our inner connectivity and outer expressivity. When these two parts of ourselves are in dynamic flow, we live with soul. WE dance in the fire of love that is at the center of hearts. Freedom means embracing that fire – being ok with the full spectrum of our experience, at home in all of our stuff AND in our exaltation. I call this divine OK-ness. It is a place where there is no separation between the sacred and the mundane – a place where we KNOW that THIS is the true essence of sacredness. When we live here, we are free. Incredible magic happens. The world opens before us as a place of wonder, color, authenticity and beauty. Our instinctive, intuitive and worldly aspects reconnect. We stop going through the motions of life, and instead really feel the vibrancy and joy of existence pulsing through us.
No true freedom can emerge from resistance. What we resist persists. We are learning how to really love what is, how to embrace. The path of liberation asks us to surrender everything while we simultaneously hold the mother wisdom of creating safe space. What does this look like in the dance? It looks like working within a clear container of practice where we can really let go to explore. It means developing the clarity of our own sense of yes and no. It means exploring how our physical and emotional experiences are holographic reflections of all dimensions of our experience. Our skin is a sacred boundary. Our hearts have boundaries and borders that can be contained, entered, held, opened, surrendered. It is through naked dialogue with the bounded aspect of experience that we come to the blissful experience of boundlessness. It is through the existence of a contained self and a distinct other that we give and receive. When the flow is open in both directions, we can open to the infinity loop of creation.
Freedom does not mean being without boundaries. It means choosing boundaries, keeping agreements with our self and other and communicating clearly and cleanly. It means giving and receiving. It means knowing that we create our realities through choice. The dance teaches the total creativity of the moment. We be, do and act from an inner creative impulse that is always our own, always available for us to claim. It teaches us ownership of this creative impulse, and how to share that impulse without giving away all our energy. The dance teaches us healthy, heart-full ways to be authentic. This is freedom.
Dancing takes me home. This is my practice. My cells speak many languages: jazz, rock, samba, techno, dub, trance, silence. My body knows many paths in time and space: slow, fast, chaotic, graceful, high, low, lazy, energized, linear, circular, sweeping. I connect to the filaments of consciousness that flow through all things, all time and space. And, I surf the textures of dimensions far greater than this one. I ignite in the downward spiral of Love, Light and Energy: the core frequencies of embodiment. I release into the upward spiral of Love, wisdom and power – in action and in essence. Immanence and Transcendence. I return, again and again, to stillness.
I have seven sacred agreements I keep with myself:
1.) I will show up.
2.) I will pay attention.
3.) I will love.
4.) I will be myself.
5.) I will breathe.
6.) I take responsibility.
7.) I honor my body, my emotions, my mind and my spirit.
I keep these agreements …ask others to keep these agreements with me as we re-birth a culture of spirit in the body. As we return to these fundamental ground rules for spiritual practice, we create a powerful field for transformation and a safe space for all souls to dance.
So. You say you don’t dance…. It is a gift of life and right of passage to dance. Once upon a time, everyone danced. The world was born dancing. Mother god seduced father god with her great beauty, and thus, the universe was born. Original peoples everywhere on the planet have danced communion since the beginning of time. It is in your blood. We have danced the cycles of the seasons, the hunt, the harvests, the birth, marriage and death portals of life. We have danced to recognize the girl becoming the woman and the boy becoming man. We have danced for praise, gratitude, forgiveness, harmonization, re-genesis, and transformation. We have danced to become one with the elements, the directions and the devas. The Sufis swirl, the Quakers shake, the bushmen of the Kalahari jump, the Hawaiians hula. South Indian Kathak dancers tell the great Hindu epics in the exquisite detailing of fingers and eyes, while aboriginals, Tibetan Buddhists and Cuban Santeros invite divine energies to take over the body in states of trance.
Our dances reflect our connection to the earth, our beliefs, and the ways in which we relate with each other. They are the backbone of culture.
In this now time, we are coming together to dance a revolution of dancing evolution. We are bridging the mind and the body to create a culture of heart. Dancing is a path of truth. We come to truth through authentic connection and expression. We are not here to seek the truth, we are here to live it. We remember how to do this when we dance. If you feel this call, Dancing Freedom is your tradition. Certainly, it is my tradition. It is a choice. It is my choice. It is a re-birthing of cultural backbone and a celebration of peace. We create Oneness as we dance. WE re-weave the wholeness of the world and the coherence of community. We remember that being human is ok, and that, in this humanness, we can be ONE.
We are luminous bodies. We are light. We know this mentally as a truth of Quantum Mechanics. But, let us dance it – as Truth. Let us touch the knowing that true stillness is moving and that true movement holds all stillness. Let us dance to know our selves, and that which is greater than the self. Let us dance and come home. Let us dance and be Freedom.
Mid-August. It is Monday night in Tokyo: hot, sultry weather and a room full of bodies in full motion. Thirty dancers reveal the soul dancing as I “hold space” – just being fully myself and weaving light in the room. The whole place vibrates, and I feel the earth sending waves of gratitude to us through the floor.
It is a remarkable and brave thing to dance your soul. Naked, vulnerable and free, I see dancers opening body, heart and spirit in the motion. Sweaty and blissful, I see people in divine radiance. I see courage. I see the whole person. I see the dance of life, death and birth. I see timelessness. It’s exquisite!
As I witness, I begin to contemplate this remarkable courage, expression and beauty. I think about who these dancers are as people, as spirits, as wisdom keepers. I shiver.
What is a person? A person is a collection of perceptions, feelings and actions. A person is a skin bag full of bones, blood and heart. A person is a miracle – with arms, legs, spine and a mouth to speak. A person is a spiritual event happening one moment at a time. A person is a body that includes the physical, emotional, mental, higher self, soul and spirit, all weaving together in one unfolding conversation of Self. A person is a dance.
What is a dance? A dance is an act of essence. It is a set of motions dissolving in space and time, never to be repeated again, known only through the experience of the dancer or the awareness of the witness. A dance is a deeply courageous act.
What is courage? Courage is what I witness every day when these remarkable beings called humans come to do this incredible action called dancing.
Courage is naked self. It requires a willingness to perceive, feel and act. It requires presence. It takes guts.
When I see people connecting deeply to what their senses perceive, their bodies and emotions feel, and their dances express, I see raw humanity. I see incredible, wild, truth. I see diversity, and I see unity. I see divinity. Courage is what I see when a person deeply perceives him or herself in the movement, allows that perception to be totally felt, and finds the willingness to express that into the dance. It is risky. There are no guarantees. The gamble is our own freedom.
Courage means being your self totally, without apology, shame or doubt. It means being vulnerable. It is a tool for being wide awake – totally alive and free. Without the courage to be vulnerable, we can never know true power. True power comes from embrace of life, not control over it. The dance asks us to loose control and thus experience being – totally. It asks us for real embrace. You can’t dance if you are busy editing your own feelings and actions. You have to be unconditional. This is how we learn self-love.
Here in Tokyo, we are dancing. People are coming together – body and soul – to Dance Freedom and sweat prayers. Everything is breaking open: hearts wide open, pores wide open, voices wide open, expression wide open! I am in AWE of what I see. Awe. There is no other word for it. It get kundalini waves just thinking about it.
The freedom to experience and express the self is such a radical thing here in Japan. Just the concepts of self-awareness and self-leadership are radical. There is no word for sovereignty in the Japanese Language. In this culture, there has been so little space to feel, so little room for individuation. Space is tight. You get by. You do what you are told. You fit in and work hard and live in responsibility to your family and ancestors. You live in the context of a larger culture, an older order and continuity over which you have no control. Yet, there is an incredible momentum towards self development and a growing drive towards sovereignty. There is also a call to release the old pictures of cultural identity to enter new possibilities of beauty. People are claiming their power and recognizing that they are creators. There is a spark of passion – soul fire! – coming alive everywhere, like the day glow colors on the billboards of this endless city. These people are so courageous!
This new Soul Fire is idiosyncratic, self-affirming and radiantly alive. It arrives as a wordless drive, or a will to know, and it opens the gates of the heart. People are shedding the skins of culture and asking WHO AM I? WHAT DO I WANT? WHAT AM I HERE TO CREATE? HOW CAN I LOVE – MORE? HOW CAN I BE FREE? WHAT IS MY PURPOSE? HOW CAN I LET GO OF EGO? Each place I go, I meet people struggling with the Great Questions. It is time to dance. In the dance we arrive at sensation, feeling and action: the simplest building blocks of our humanity. We remember that the answers are not external, like new clothes or new jobs, but are held in the heart and in the ways in which we experience our lives. We find the courage to be ourselves, and THIS is the only real answer. Let life be an endless question. It is much more interesting that way. This is where the Dance of Freedom begins.
“Ours is not the task of fixing the entire world all at once, but of stretching out to mend the part of the world that is within our reach. One of the most calming and powerful actions you can do to intervene in a stormy world is to stand up and show your soul. Soul on deck shines like gold in dark times. The light of the soul throws sparks, can send up flares, builds signal fires.”
— Clarissa Pinkola Estes